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views...people often have different view abt stuffs around us..about a situation or even abt problems dat happen in out life..as a ordinary boy next door..i often feel dat my view along is not strong enough to substantiate wad i see or feel abt sth..dats y i often ask along a few friends to help me decide on stuffs..explains why i go shopping with more than a person always..if not..i wont get anything..
okay..back to the topic..views..well..we often are happy when people agree with us abt stuffs..but those people dat dun agree with us..we simply ignore them...lets think again..how often do we actually put negative feedbacks into consideration..nobody wanna hear them to begin with not to say accept them...
this passing phase of my life have been a joke...i thought sth big in my life happen..but then again before i knew it..i threw that chance away..so much happen..i view myself as someone who is in pain..well..it hurts to me..but often i do not much show it esp during outings with my friends and family..but then again..there are people who tinks i am not and just seeking self pity..to make someone else feel bad..seriously..i dunno why they tink dat way..wad i place here on my blog is as for myself..how i feel abt things around me and things dat happened to me..hmm..but to think on the negative feedback i was given..maybe i am a lil insensitive abt stuffs..abt stuffs i post..so i hereby apologise for those hurt i cause..but then again..if anyone thinks he/she will get hurt or offended when reading my blog..i guess..its better if u dun read..make things easier for everybody...
the new yr has past and CNY is coming..everything dat happened last CNY seems like yest when i had my 7+1 buddies..coming to my place for a gathering..this year..how will it be..i dare not comment..wonder if 7+1 still exist to some people..hmm..sorry if i cause a tremor to the gang..i knoe it upset some of u..yea..sorry..but i hope u guys view things from my pt..i can no longer see some of u like before..in fact some of which i dun even consider them a friend anymore..
well..things seem weird at start when i see u guys one by one going into ns..but well..got used to it..sorta regretted why i agreed to be a naval diver..i go in late..stuck here all alone..and when u guys are all out..i will still be inside serving ns..but well..i guess i shall just look forward to the scuba diving license dat i will be getting after two yrs..for this one time..my dad is rite in a sense dat "i thought u have been wanting to scuba dive since young" which brought by some memories dat i had place behind my head..oh well..NDU here i come
was chatting with fiona just now..and wow..she really is a great listening ear..chatting with her make me feel peaceful and stuffs..no wonder yang love her so much..i fully understand now..=)..okay..the way she view stuffs is quite open in a sense like..she view things from diff perspective..which makes her smart girl..she told me dat i should let go..but guess wad..i already did..just dat i cant stop harping on stuffs u see..and yea..i lost someone precious to me during this whole saga..but well..life gotta move on..some of u may think.."oh well..just forgive him and u 2 can be good friends again"..but i just gotta tell u..i cant bring myself to trust him with anything ever since wad happened..thus to make things simple and less tormenting for the both of us..i tink..having ten friends whom u cant trust..can never beat dat u have only one friend whom u can entrust your life to..
suddenly recalled sth when blogging..mingren my honey sent me a sms not so long ago..and it sorta touched me..and yes..the emotional me..teared...it goes like this.."i hope when we are all 50 yrs old..we can sit down at some coffeeship to drink coffee"...oh well..guess wad..i look forward to dat day too..hmm...
views..well to end off..just wanna say that viewing things from your and own perspective maybe a lil too selfish..esp when u comment on wad you view..it may just hurt someone along the way..so..well..lets all get going to look at things from diff angles..and maybe try to understand how someone else may view the whole thing..and see how we can go abt from there...
"everybody wants to go heaven..but nobody wants to die.."..hmm..food for though here~
moo.
=chow=.
views...people often have different view abt stuffs around us..about a situation or even abt problems dat happen in out life..as a ordinary boy next door..i often feel dat my view along is not strong enough to substantiate wad i see or feel abt sth..dats y i often ask along a few friends to help me decide on stuffs..explains why i go shopping with more than a person always..if not..i wont get anything..
okay..back to the topic..views..well..we often are happy when people agree with us abt stuffs..but those people dat dun agree with us..we simply ignore them...lets think again..how often do we actually put negative feedbacks into consideration..nobody wanna hear them to begin with not to say accept them...
this passing phase of my life have been a joke...i thought sth big in my life happen..but then again before i knew it..i threw that chance away..so much happen..i view myself as someone who is in pain..well..it hurts to me..but often i do not much show it esp during outings with my friends and family..but then again..there are people who tinks i am not and just seeking self pity..to make someone else feel bad..seriously..i dunno why they tink dat way..wad i place here on my blog is as for myself..how i feel abt things around me and things dat happened to me..hmm..but to think on the negative feedback i was given..maybe i am a lil insensitive abt stuffs..abt stuffs i post..so i hereby apologise for those hurt i cause..but then again..if anyone thinks he/she will get hurt or offended when reading my blog..i guess..its better if u dun read..make things easier for everybody...
the new yr has past and CNY is coming..everything dat happened last CNY seems like yest when i had my 7+1 buddies..coming to my place for a gathering..this year..how will it be..i dare not comment..wonder if 7+1 still exist to some people..hmm..sorry if i cause a tremor to the gang..i knoe it upset some of u..yea..sorry..but i hope u guys view things from my pt..i can no longer see some of u like before..in fact some of which i dun even consider them a friend anymore..
well..things seem weird at start when i see u guys one by one going into ns..but well..got used to it..sorta regretted why i agreed to be a naval diver..i go in late..stuck here all alone..and when u guys are all out..i will still be inside serving ns..but well..i guess i shall just look forward to the scuba diving license dat i will be getting after two yrs..for this one time..my dad is rite in a sense dat "i thought u have been wanting to scuba dive since young" which brought by some memories dat i had place behind my head..oh well..NDU here i come
was chatting with fiona just now..and wow..she really is a great listening ear..chatting with her make me feel peaceful and stuffs..no wonder yang love her so much..i fully understand now..=)..okay..the way she view stuffs is quite open in a sense like..she view things from diff perspective..which makes her smart girl..she told me dat i should let go..but guess wad..i already did..just dat i cant stop harping on stuffs u see..and yea..i lost someone precious to me during this whole saga..but well..life gotta move on..some of u may think.."oh well..just forgive him and u 2 can be good friends again"..but i just gotta tell u..i cant bring myself to trust him with anything ever since wad happened..thus to make things simple and less tormenting for the both of us..i tink..having ten friends whom u cant trust..can never beat dat u have only one friend whom u can entrust your life to..
suddenly recalled sth when blogging..mingren my honey sent me a sms not so long ago..and it sorta touched me..and yes..the emotional me..teared...it goes like this.."i hope when we are all 50 yrs old..we can sit down at some coffeeship to drink coffee"...oh well..guess wad..i look forward to dat day too..hmm...
views..well to end off..just wanna say that viewing things from your and own perspective maybe a lil too selfish..esp when u comment on wad you view..it may just hurt someone along the way..so..well..lets all get going to look at things from diff angles..and maybe try to understand how someone else may view the whole thing..and see how we can go abt from there...
"everybody wants to go heaven..but nobody wants to die.."..hmm..food for though here~
moo.
=chow=.
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