sians...so sick of things....
|9:10 PM
kinda sians...was thinking abt stuffs and suddenly feel so sick of everything...everything is getting so sians...everything is a cycle...from team conflicts..to everyday life...well...theres nuthin much i can do about ...but live it..
everyday wake up ...wash up..drink up..then go school...tire myself out...then come home exhausted...do work..study...seriously..dunno how much longer i can hold on to such a lifestyle..college life seriously suck...worse..my only main source of happiness(7+1 gang) is not at all constant...our relationship keep rocking..so on the verge...hmm...is there really no way when we can sit down happily...without any conflict...why cant we guys be more sensitive towards each other...hmm...also realise dat..the same kinda conflict keeps repeating itself...but one thing worth *hurray* about is prob dat...wadeva happens...we just hold on tightly to our friendship...but seriously...really hope 7+1 friendship will be one without flaws...and dat my main souce of happiness will be a constant...
went to think deeper and ....also dunno how to put it to you guys..but if u guys read this..hopefully things will change...personally myself..i really envy carol..to the girls team..wad she says counts...the girls will follow wholeheartedly without any complains or objections...was thinking to myself...is carol more respected than i do?....7+1 gang...i really really love ya guys...but somehow when it comes to vball...and i pass down instructions..things just aint as good as the friendship..also dunno whether u guys take advantage of things coz we are close frens...and u guys simply dun respect me...seriously...when u guys disobey me...i dun feel angry or mad or wadsoever...i just feel so disappointed and sad...u guys are the closest people i am to in this school..and u guys dun even support me...sometimes really feel damn helpless...things aint the same when the rest of the team disobey me...i will prob react with anger...but to ya guys...simply sadness and disappointment...
haiz..hope things change...for the better of course...and i love wad christine said...do not give up a dream without trying...playing at aircon place was never a goal for us..its a dream then we live having...let try guys~...lets try...chaos~
moo.
=chow=.
kinda sians...was thinking abt stuffs and suddenly feel so sick of everything...everything is getting so sians...everything is a cycle...from team conflicts..to everyday life...well...theres nuthin much i can do about ...but live it..
everyday wake up ...wash up..drink up..then go school...tire myself out...then come home exhausted...do work..study...seriously..dunno how much longer i can hold on to such a lifestyle..college life seriously suck...worse..my only main source of happiness(7+1 gang) is not at all constant...our relationship keep rocking..so on the verge...hmm...is there really no way when we can sit down happily...without any conflict...why cant we guys be more sensitive towards each other...hmm...also realise dat..the same kinda conflict keeps repeating itself...but one thing worth *hurray* about is prob dat...wadeva happens...we just hold on tightly to our friendship...but seriously...really hope 7+1 friendship will be one without flaws...and dat my main souce of happiness will be a constant...
went to think deeper and ....also dunno how to put it to you guys..but if u guys read this..hopefully things will change...personally myself..i really envy carol..to the girls team..wad she says counts...the girls will follow wholeheartedly without any complains or objections...was thinking to myself...is carol more respected than i do?....7+1 gang...i really really love ya guys...but somehow when it comes to vball...and i pass down instructions..things just aint as good as the friendship..also dunno whether u guys take advantage of things coz we are close frens...and u guys simply dun respect me...seriously...when u guys disobey me...i dun feel angry or mad or wadsoever...i just feel so disappointed and sad...u guys are the closest people i am to in this school..and u guys dun even support me...sometimes really feel damn helpless...things aint the same when the rest of the team disobey me...i will prob react with anger...but to ya guys...simply sadness and disappointment...
haiz..hope things change...for the better of course...and i love wad christine said...do not give up a dream without trying...playing at aircon place was never a goal for us..its a dream then we live having...let try guys~...lets try...chaos~
moo.
=chow=.
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